spoken lies

10 August 2010.

2010-08-10T23:57:00.003+08:00

I've moved!

BCOMM

2010-07-26T15:40:00.001+08:00

Screwed badly. Too little time. Brain not working. Fingers motionless.
Basically in short, I died.

Hmm..

2010-07-24T12:25:00.002+08:00

All my friends around me are getting attached one by one. I feel kinda weird cause I somehow feel us distancing from each other because of their new partner. But its okay! I wish both my friends to having a long and loving relationship! :D

Love kw and sw still as much!

This site deserves an update.

2010-07-22T14:57:00.002+08:00

I may look like an AhLian according to others (which I am not proud of), but im actually a huge ass mugger and a little of a nerd.

Believe or not to believe?

BSTATS.

2010-07-16T23:52:00.002+08:00

Say goodbye to full marks or even A-Distinction. Bstats common test2 was a killer. Theory instantly killed me and marks fly awayyyyy :(

bulge

2010-07-12T00:00:00.000+08:00

I just chucked down two kinder buenos.

news.

2010-07-05T18:34:00.004+08:00

where were the days when we told each other ~~almost~~ every single thing.

we were once so close. Meeting up every morning at 6+am just having casual conversations before school starts, you coming over to my parents' office to study, you coming over to my house for dinner, us smsing almost every single hour, us occasionally meeting after mavis tuition for korean cruisine, me scribbling on your textbook, us at the back alley eating ice cream, us smearing ice cream over each other's face, you wearing a skirt just for my birthday to make me laugh, us watching the latest movies in theatres, you joining my family for overseas trips at New Zealand, us at Germany, you not shaving your moustache for almost 1 month just because I dared you to, us transforming to Geek style for the whole year just for fun, you comforting me when Hans unfortunately left us, me poning school for us to go shopping, us attempting to study at kovan Macs, us counting down to a new year in town, us walking down the streets at 3am to the roti prata store, you piggybacking me and dropping me onto the road, us exchanging slippers with you almost spoiling mine with your ginormous feet.

these are such wonderful memories to keep. But why does it have to stop here. our friendship is lost throught the passage of time when you suddenly attached yourself to a girlfriend whom you stick to 24/7. I, as your friend, wasnt notified thatyou had one. thats ok. you were with your gf and you see me in school, no greetings were made. thats fine. you sat in during your gf class which I was in too, for 2 whole hours and you did not acknowledge me when im just sitting right in front of you. thats not fine nor is it ok!!

mutual friends told me that they felt the same way. what has happened. have you devoted all your time to a single female, and rejected all your other friends? apparently you have done so. soon, you shall see, you will have no close friends around you. when you want them to be by your side, they have other matters to do, they reject you like how you did to them numerous times. How would you feel? would you feel remorseful? would you be in agony? I dont know. And I hope that day would never come. I just wish for you to return to who you were, that approachable and reachable friend that I could always rely on.

For now, I must say, this isnt working for me.

Lover.

2010-07-04T23:33:00.003+08:00

Met up 3 times in a week. Im a happy girl. hehehe. after Starbucks/DHL field trip with IBZ, drop by to Bedok to pick up my favourite boy. He bought me my favourite grape ice blend and we hopped on bus25 and took a long ride home. It seemed so long singe I picked him up from school. The last time was even before poly started. Truthfully speaking, I only picked him up one or twice :x its ok, he havent pick me up an NP once. hahaha. he will get lost anyway.

Seeing him always makes me day. He does the sweetest things that no other boys do. When im in his room using a laptop on my lap, he comes over and bring a pillow for me to lean on. He brings a little table for me to place my laptop on. He pulls a blanket over my feet and checks if my knees are cold. He places my favourite toy beside me, and then goes back to his cramped table to study. Once in awhile, he turns behind to peak on me. He returns back to studying. Then he stands up, walk to my side, peeps at my laptop screen, pushes away the laptop (gently), and pulls me up onto my feet for a long hug. He cuddles me like im a soft toy. The one that he brings everywhere he goes. im back to using my laptop, and him hovering around me like a little kid. He brings up a container of fruits and offers them to me. He reminded me to eat the whole apple, and not leaving the skin in the container which I always do. He feeds me my favourite watermelon, and then tuck me up under the covers.

Small actions like these, may seem insignificant. But it all sums up to how much he cares, and how much he adores me. Time and time again, I may have neglected him over my attractions towards my laptop esp Facebook. He gives a little tantrum when I happen to glance through male friends fb profiles, in hope to catch my attention. He fails to catch me physically and mentally, but my heart was emotionally attached to him.

Bad news and Good news.

2010-06-30T21:32:00.003+08:00

Bad news first.

Presentation for IS Pitch "A"
Bcomm Minutes Meeting "B"

If I hadnt been insecure I wouldnt have wrote my speech. Without my speech, I wouldnt have refered to it, since I know my stuffs already. A+ grade drop to A grade :(

If I hadnt suggested myself to be the Secretary, I could have played a more active role during the meeting. Why did I choose the role of recording all speech and participating in it, while other roles just have to give comments once in awhile. Super sianed.

Good news.

Received NgeeAnn Scholarship
Good results for Business Statistics

My hard work had paid off! I have no regrets :D

Randomzxsz

2010-06-27T19:17:00.004+08:00

I can tell you im the happiest person alive because I think I've gotten my scholarship. not really 100% sure but at least Goh Keng Swee didnt stumble upon my way. I just have to read more newspapers, thats it (: Im so happy because I've completed my tutorials. Im estatic because my table is almost-neat. Im elated because I spent my Saturday by meeting up with IBZ people which really made my day. Movie was good. Dinner was better. The company, best! Im glad that school is starting because I sort of miss IBZ friends since the Vietnam trip. Im excited for first week tutorials because I wanna get back my common test results. Im telling myself I should look forward to projects. So, I cant wait to start on BMGT project and chiong everything before deadline. I love the fact that Vietnam brought (Jet and Jacq and Sijun and Ali and Shineh and Yuuuuuuuki etc) us closer than before. Im anticipating for next year's Baoc to come. I wanna jio Jacq and Kunding to join Sports Camp as Sc's next year. And join Red Camp as SL's too. YEEEE so much fun. scratch that ridiculous ranting post(deleted). Lastly me love sihui and kunding :D

Take note of what R said on December 2008. (Y)

best of both worlds.

2010-06-23T19:40:00.003+08:00

I love having friends who are interested in phtography.
Cause I love to have my photo taken. hahahahahahahahahh

Just vietnam.

2010-06-23T16:18:00.005+08:00

SYTYCD!!!!!

2010-06-12T12:03:00.012+08:00

Chelsie Mark - Bleeding Love

Ashleigh Jakob - Whatcha say

Hayley & Drew - Contemporary

Ashleigh & Ryan - Travis Wall Contemporary

lenore & Jakob Top 10 Contemporary

Randi & Evan (Hip Hop) - Halo

Love Story

Kathryn & Legacy - Hip Hop

So deep

Mad- Neyo

Jason and Jeanine - One last breath

According to You.

2010-06-07T18:46:00.003+08:00

According to You, I'm stupid I'm useless. I can't do anything right.
According to you, I'm difficult, Hard to please. Forever changing my mind.
According to you, I'm boring, I'm moody. You can't take me any place.
According to you, I suck at telling jokes cause I always give it away.
I'm the girl with the worst attention span, You're the boy who puts up with it.
But according to him, I'm beautiful, incredible. He can't get me out of his head.
According to him, I'm funny, irresistible. Everything he ever wanted.

According to me, you're stupid, you're useless. You can't do anything right.

Okay, im bored. Just finding something to fill up this space.

The pounding sounds I hear

2010-06-06T14:11:00.004+08:00

Behind every smiles, lies a hidden factor.
The different emotions locked and kept within.
Let it stay this way. Just keep it like this.
Its fine. Im fine.

im a happy girl today

2010-05-31T20:28:00.003+08:00

No reason to why im happy. just feel so relax and dont feel like studying for common test just yet. hmm, bought 3 bars of cadbury chocolate, chopped them up into little cubes and stacking them into a tupperware. hahaha food just make ma happy. watermelon, peach struddel, wafle crisp, watermelon, sour plum, koi, sour worms all look so appealing to me. IM HUNGRYYYY :D

Missyou.Loveyou.Thinkofyou.

2010-05-29T15:59:00.010+08:00

Have a safe trip in shanghai. buy back many many things for me! hahahah. I'll miss you alot. But my revisions for exams on next Saturday should occupy my mind from thinking of you. But I guess every night before I close my eyes, your smelly head would pop up in my brain reminding me how much I miss you, and that you're not in Singapore to give me my daily morning messages or even farting in my face. I will miss you R. Very badly :(

I've never loved you more.

2010-05-29T15:20:00.007+08:00

Polaroid makes me world go round. hehe. spammed polaroids with R yesterday. I had so much fun. it has been so long since we went out on a date. every day has been lethargic for both him and myself. Caught SHREK: The Last Chapter at amk hub. I LOVE THE SHOW! Why cant shrek producers just lengthen the storyline by abit more? :( Every movie they made has been a success, unlike Harry Potter or Twlight.

Nevertheless, we shared popcorn in a couple seat in the theatres (Y). It felt great. Both of us snuggled up under the shawl, so warm. I like. hehe. We did so many things I had always longed to do ever since school started, making me a busy bumble bee. Got my DonDon Set at ichiban. And we saw a new dish on the menu! Cheese unagi rolls!

Realised that when R returns from Shanghai on 5June, thats exactly when my first exam paper starts :( but luckily my last paper, 10 June is only one day before his birthday! Meaning I have to rush his birthday gift in one day! But its okay, I will get it done. Pretty and perfectly, with lots of memory :D We planned to make sushi rolls on his birthday. thats when we can execute our first attempt on cheese unagi rolls. SHOULD TASTE GREAT! hehe. cant wait.

Totally screwed up my interview :(

2010-05-25T10:31:00.003+08:00

why cant they ask me simplistic questions like What makes a good Leader, Why did you choose poly over JC, Why IBZ over other course or What are your goals? WHY MUST THEY ASK ME STUFFS ABOUT RECENT NEWS WHEN I DONT EVEN READ THE NEWSPAPER!

Seriously not fair. they asked the rest about Poly instead of JC stuff, and im given questions like, There are afew IBZ students who came for the scholarship interview. Tell me why We should choose you instead of them. "WHAT?!?!?!??!?!?!?!"

Screw myself. And my brain. Screw everything.
I WANT TO GET INTO MY THIRD INTERVIEW FREAKING BAD.
Would praying to my god help? Please please please :(

searching Wikipedia about Goh Keng Swee. Im utterly stupid and disappointed.

E-Learning week

2010-05-24T21:43:00.004+08:00

THINGS I HAVE COMPLETED:

Elluminate Live MIEC
Business Statistics Tutorial
BMGT article powerpoint & speech
ITB Customer's Contacts

THINGS I HAVE TO COMPLETE:

BCOMM Silviu Ionescu 1000 word summary
BMGT Business Report. (organiational chart/objectives/plans for future/etc)
BMGT outlet viewing
ITB Customer's Data
ITB Client's Budget
BCOMM + MIEC Integrated Project Assessment (I have no shit idea what this is about)

ARGH. FEEL LIKE DYING YOU KNOW! :(

Just For R.

2010-05-24T21:30:00.003+08:00

Good luck on your BIOLOGY TEST tmr (:
we both need LUCK. 加油加油!

I miss days like this.

Am I right to do so?

2010-05-24T21:23:00.002+08:00

Gave IBZ chalet Day 1 a skip. Had my elluminate Live session with the accountancy people early this morning because my session with IBZ people clashes with my NP scholarship interview tmr morning :( R's family picked me up for Sakura Buffet then headed back to his house to do e-learning work!

Wasnt productive. Ended up falling asleep on the floor -.-

Okay, now im preparing myself for tmr's scholarship interview. It better be great! im searching all the search engines about aything regarding the scholarship that I need to know about. And there's dancesport tmr evening at 6:30pm. My scholarship interview is at 9:30am. Call me crazy or anything, after my interview, im going to NP's library to mug alone all the way till my cca start. HAHA CRAZY I KNOW. but my laptop is going to keep me accompany, so all's great :D Im still considering if I should head over to IBZ's chalet after my dancesport. Hmmm but they'll be booking out early in the morning the following day. SHOULD I? :(

Im sorry IBZ people. There's just too much going on, Im not in the playing mood right now :/

Dont make me wait. Dont EVEN be late!

2010-05-21T10:38:00.004+08:00

URGH! if you are the one who wanted us to meet, then why are you late?!?!
How can you even mix up the time of our meeting! I HATE WAITING FOR PEOPLE.
Fucking wasting my time, making me wake up early in the morning.
Plus I stay further away from school than you!
WHY DO I HAVE TO MAKE MORNING CALLS EVERY SINGLE TIME.
and everytime when Im leaving for house, YOU ARE STILL SLEEPING!! @#@^$%#^%@
Now im in school alone, waiting like some fool. I COULD HAVE SLEEP LONGER.
Luckily I brought my laptop to school or imma start slaughtering people.

ok Cris, Relax.

just me and my retarded friends!

2010-05-13T20:13:00.004+08:00

this last picture is my IBZ course mates! the whole of International Business students 2010!
cool right! other diploma courses have hundred over students, whereas IBZ only has 46 unique children :D
we are so bonded until everyone knows about us! all the teachers recognises IBZ.
we have high reputations! hahahahahah I LIKE.

P/S: have you noticed it? my cheeks are getting more prominent! :o

:/

2010-05-13T20:12:00.002+08:00

time to delete the Youtube beginner's hip hop link from my favourites page. hmm...

theres hiphop lessons tmr! (Y)

Happy 1year baby R! (6may)

2010-05-13T19:59:00.002+08:00

guess how we celebrated our 1 year anniversary? (:

WE DID ABSOLUTELY NOTHING! HAHAHAH both of us had lessons till really late.
so when R came over my house it was already 7plus. he stayed awhile before leaving for home.
and I really appreciated that because it was on a thursday and he had school early in the morning the next day!
AND FOR THE RECORD, he finally managed to surprise me!

all these while, whenever he creates a 'surprise' for our how many how many months gift etc,
I ALWAYS guessed out whatever he is planning to do. Am I clever or what! ;D
but this 1 year gift was totally unexpected.

he gave me a hint. he said it was something that could be bought in hougang neighbourhood and it started with a letter "H".
and all I could think of was "pad" -.- dont ask me why, i myself have no idea.
then suddenly, he popped out a POLAROID from his bag. I was absolutely stunned! I DID NOT EXPECT THAT!

I might have said I wanted a polaroid. but that was like last year perhaps? 4months ago!
and he said this "I know esther has one polaroid. and I also know you dont like having something identical with someone. but now you both different school, it should be save to buy you a polaroid"
HOW SWEET IS THAT?!?!?! he even thought until so far!

so of course the first polaroid photo taken with MY VERY OWN POLAROID was with R.
we took 2 peeks. each one, one. I have mine in my wallet now. I LOVE IT :D

thanks baby, I love you very very much (:

BCOMM presentation.

2010-05-12T23:34:00.002+08:00

this is exactly the presentation which I screwed up. But i think my content was great!
question tasked: what will you do during that one hour, if you could have stopped time.
My reply: I would transform myself to become Willy Wonka because he is a genious, a multi-billionaire, has Oompa Loompas as maids and has a lift as a transporter!

SCENARIO 1: im late for school and havent eaten a single thing for the whole day.
I would take my special lift and transport me to my lecture or tutorial class.
On the way, I would command the lift to stop. Reach out to the nearest tree and pluck down a lollipop to treat my hunger. And if I was thirsty, I might drop by the fish pond near the convention centre. BUT, the fish pond is now a chocolate river! I will pick up a few scoops of chocolate and quench my thirst. then when I’m in my tutorial class, I realize I have not completed my project work. This is then, I will assign my highly efficient oompa loompas to do my work and make my project to become an A+ graded project.

SO WHAT DO YOU THINK? my presentation isnt that bad right!
I DONT CARE. I WANT AN A-GRADE FOR THIS BCOMM PROJECT!

ohoh, I signed up for iDare camp for the september holidays also. (Y)

I havent been updating! I KNOW!

2010-05-12T23:12:00.003+08:00

life has been rather busy for me! tutorials to projectworks to presentations to interviews!
short 3weeks of school and I've gone through 2 presentations, 2 interviews, 1 audition, numerous project works. AND IM DYING!!!

during this 3 weeks, I have gained many new friends! but I somehow lost a few old and precious ones!
I no longer contact my secondary school friends or even friends I met before school started!
All the information I have about them is through Facebook. And I dont like this feeling.
One special friend knocked some sense into me, and I've gained my closest friend back again.
I LOVE HER LIKE MAD. I cant believe some misunderstanding brought us apart :(
still, IRINA TAN YI TING, YOU ARE MY BEST BEST FRIEND! muackmuack! heehee

alright. so my BCOMM presentation sucked. my hands trembled like crap, the teacher was being anal.
she deducted marks cause I was reading from my script and my talking pace was too fast.
and why? CAUSE SHSE DIDNT TELL ME THE BLOODY BELL MEANT I STILL HAVE 1MINUTE TO TALK.
who wouldnt have panicked if you heard a stupid bell ringing out of nowhere when you're the only person talking and everyone's gaze is onto you right!
I thought my time was up so I rushed through everything. walao. damn angry. 10% of GPA marks.
she still can tell me "anyway this is your first presentation. 10% is not alot of marks" WTF.
im taking my work seriously here because I need my scholarship. I need the financial money. I need to get into university.

and now, moving on to cca. I mentioned I had no cca in my previous post.
right now, I have a total of 5 CCAs. Dancesports, BA envoys, BA environment, BA comm and BA Appreciation.
hahaha AND I PASSED MY BA ENVOY'S INTERVIEW! ITS LIKE MY FIRST EVER SUCCESSFUL INTERVIEW :X
I failed NRA and ambassador :( i dont care about ambass, BUT I WANTED NRA BADLY LOR.
me and jac stayed behind after dancesport, watching the NRA during their cca.
we held our chicken rice in our palms, watching their unanimous reflections from the mirror. can only be envious. period.

and Today, I went Bugis for shopping with the IBZ girls. had lots of fun spending money wildly and eating like nobody's business. I swear my tummy has more fats now. I have urge to buy ridiculous rings from Diva. I covered the basket provided by the Diva salesgirl, with like 10 over different humongous vintage rings. BUT SADLY, not enough moolah to pay :( in the end only could afford one ring, which is oversized for my finger zzz.
and I went home with only 90cents left. R is restricting my spending of money.

OH did I mention, I have been swiping my nets card very frequently, and I bought a new bag, again.

Feeling upset.

2010-05-02T23:14:00.003+08:00

Tried out for NRA auditions on friday. Results are out, and I couldnt get through :(
Practice really hard because I had no dance background and the competition was tough.
500 over people auditioning for 90 seats. I pluck up my courage and join the competition.
Took out my laptop in between breaks during classes and practices dance steps at Our Space with jacjac.
Listing Youtube HipHop videos as my Favourite Page in my laptop, and learning steps via video.
actively participating in s&w HipHop class hoping to absorb something which I can use for freestyle.

but I couldnt get through in the end. regretted not coming back for Day3 audition.
Heard that Day3's choreo was much easier. Many who went on Day3 also passed the audition.
But of course im happy for those who entered! Hanlyn stephanie jixiang devy aijing and many more!

hmm what now. I have no cca.

When I see him, thats what we do

2010-04-25T00:06:00.005+08:00

By the way. thats my real specs.

Dance4Fun!

2010-04-23T01:21:00.003+08:00

YES! hiphop competition against other schools today! FUN.
spent the first 3days of schools practicing my dance steps, and now that its over, im kinda sad :(
I love my dance people. I wanna join NRA, dance sport and anything concerning hip hop.
But I hate the auditioning, cause it freaking includes a freestyle, which is like what the shit for me.

I hope they post up the video of the competition in youtube.
I'm proud to present SOBA's masterpiece ;D

SOBA=School of Business and Accountancy.

Say hello to Middle Parting

2010-04-18T03:16:00.004+08:00

hehe yesterday R came over my house and studied at my place. Dad came home and offered an apple to him to ask him jiayou in his studies. after that he damn happy, dont even wanna bite the apple. HAHAHAHAHAHA then while I was watching tv with me mummy and sis, he fell asleep beside me on the sofa. Like isntant KO-ed. I shake him until like earthquake then he woke up lor. my mum and sis keep laughing at him. damn funny!

anyway went out today to meet orka people. outing was screwed cause everyone turned up late and the movie tickets were all sold out. nice one lor -.- so we wasted our time by stoning from place to place. and I played Daytona again! hehe this time round, last at all the games. they all damn pro! :(

come to think of it, tmr is my last day of holidays! what should I do? Go last minute shopping with mummy, meet kokwee and singwen they all, or meet up with Randolph? Hmm.. how about shopping from afternoon to evening, and Randolph from evening to night? Sounds great! But R's studying in the library with his friends tmr. Hmm.....

Ps: after she used my signature face, I dont feel like using it anymore...

happy? (:

2010-04-15T00:43:00.004+08:00

alright im here blogging again! for R's sake that is hehe. stayed at home today absorbing season 1 of 90210. rewatching it like I've never watch it before. I must say, Gossip Girl is sooo much better!

anyway brought my black rimmed specs from fourskin to the optician. gonna change the lens to degreed lens. and it shall be my permanent specs, for good! (Y) bought coloured contacts too. collecting them on friday. good good.

my pay for wii event is ready for me to collect! gonna collect my cheque with yuenling on friday right after my chalet. eh I still very pissed with the people issueing my cheque. They initially promised to bring us out for dinner for our very well done work. but after one month after work ended? Nothing happened. No dinner, no sms , no call. Cheat people feelings only! I was so looking forward to meet the rest of my working partners! I skipped the last 2 days of work for Sports Camp last month. and I didnt say goodbye properly to my fellow friends. this sucks :( and then! they ask us to go down to collect our cheques personally. cant they just send it to our banks directly?!?! If not whats the point of us giving them our bank account number!! need to make my way from serangoon all the way to Aljunied. damn siannnnnnnnnnnnn.

okayzxsz!~

2010-04-13T18:22:00.003+08:00

I know I havent exactly been updating this little page of mine. and this is because im attracted to facebook and have totally abandoned my bloggy. And im only blogging now, cause I suddenly recalled the times where R would be like a small little kid, rushing to check my blog every once and then to read my posts which he claims will make his day. hehe so cute. so I rotted at home today cause my mummy is sick and I had to stay home to take care of her. actually she didnt need much of my care. I have been in my room using the com for straight 7hours plus, and she have been sleep since forever :X

okay so basically whats happening in my life is sports camp, Baoc camp and Red camp people. Checked up the NgeeAnn website to see whose in my class, and unfortunately theres only 3guys and 1 girl I know in my class. Another girl I met from Baoc is in the other class! im like freaking sad! guess what, out of 1000people in Baoc, she happens to be in Vikings and also in the same sub-tribe! whats more unbelievable is that she is the best friend of my long-lost childhood friend who came by my hosue to visit me just last week! Amazing or whaaaaaaaaaaaaatt? (:

okay, and another refreshing point about my new life is that ever since I've been attached to NgeeAnn I discover the other side of me. I volunteered to participate in the Mass Dance performing in front of 1000 over people, I actively participated in the "WHOOSH" thingy during sports camp, I taught the Baoc people how to dance The Pink Panther dance while doing forfeit, I blew full-sized balloons and burst them by squashing them with my butt, Im signing up for NRA, I already signed up for the Adidas Sundown marathon, I've contemplated with joining Canoe Polo and Tchoukball(SPORTS THAT REQUIRES SWEATING!) and Im thinking of trying out for NP's covergirl for my course. no harm trying right?

so when singwen discovered all of these, he barely recognises the new me. Im still in contact with dickson, zhiting, luyi, yuenling, junho, shijie, esther and kokwee. Most importantly, R and I are still ever so closely together (we just celebrated our 11month last week!) Despite my old acquainted friends as mentioned above, I've also made new besties like Irina, jiarong, kaizhun and huiming just to mention afew.

I have to say, my life aint boring at all. I love my life right now (Y)
and I cant wait for school to start. cheers to ngeeann and IBZ.

PS: I can finally use the banana pencilbox which I bought tgt with luyi!
PSS: I can start cramming little notes inside my hand-drawn planner!
PSSS: I can carry the bagpack that both me and R bought at uniqlo to school!
PSSSS: I can start wearing all my untouched new clothes in my shopping bags!

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

BACK FROM BAOC!

2010-04-09T14:17:00.002+08:00

BAOC IS BORING! but luckily i took the initiative to participate in the performance on the last day of baoc.
when everyone else goes home at 3-6pm++ I had to stay until 9-10+ in school to practice the dance steps and for rehearsal!
but it was all worth it! cause I made many new friends and my dance partner has officially become my sibling in facebook LOL.
its so difficult to find someone of the same frequency you know, if you get what I mean.
yeah so imma find some time, perhaps during first day of school, then we shall meet up to take a video of our Funny Dance and Mass Dance ;D
hope to meet up fast before I forgat all my dance steps!

and guess what, among all 8 groups, my group earned THE BEST PERFORMANCE ;D
im like so proud!!! I earned muscle cramps from all the stretching and hopping and spinning and head-bopping okay!

alright alright! Later im attneding Red Camp outing and tmr im attending Sports Camp Outing.
I KNOW SO MANY PEOPLE IN NGEEANN AND THE FEELING IS EFFING SHIOK~! HAHAHAHAAH

on a happier note

2010-04-02T00:37:00.003+08:00

can you believe I slept at 630am last night. hahahahaha
was trying out all the games on msn. and minesweeper damn fun! LOL
I know I very lag at such stuffs. but anyway my msn bowling not bad also!

called R when he was on his way to school. I bet that surprised him ;D
then I played april fool prank on all of my orka friends, steven and R.
mass send orka people that there was an outing at east coast and asked why they didnt attend.
then one by one they start calling me complaining that nobody inform them and stuffs. HAHA
then while meeting steven for movies, he msg to ask where I was (I was late),
and I replied "sorry I cant make it" haha luckily he not angry ah.
I mean how can he be angry with me right lol.
but I bet if it was others they confirm "WTF cannot make it then say earlier right! waste my time!"
yeah I can imagine that one guy friend of mine saying that. tsk. jerk.

and today was R's big cheerleading day. I text him that I was in his school watching the competition.
he called to ask where I am. I said school canteen. and he brought his whole gang of cheerleaders to the canteen to look for me LOL
obviously I wasnt there. hehehehehehe then he straight away shoot me "who started this stupid shit!"

lastly, R's cheerleading team came in 3rd in the competition!!!
(total only 4 teams though LOL) this means he'll have more time for meeeeeee!

heh R always makes my day brighter (:

tkw

2010-04-02T00:34:00.003+08:00

grrr.. im like quarrelling with him every single day. so sick of it.
always put all his anger on me. he gives up a 3year friendship over a 4day female. fine.
whenever his r/s is unstable, he starts pouring anger on me. seriously bth.
I dont even know whether I can treasure this friendship between us.
this is making me seriously upset and sometimes I just want to give up on him.

yeah I should not put myself under such torture.
gonna restrain from this friendship. this is going nowhere.
FUCK.

HAPPY BDAY JUNHO!

2010-03-31T21:47:00.002+08:00

yesterday went out with shijie and junho and caught WHIP IT.
junho down there like falling asleep uhh -.-
and i forgot to bring my wallet out! so shijie paid for my tickets first.
GUESS WHAT! we played DAYTONA and I came in FIRST in 2 out of 3 of the games ;D
hahaha hands down man! shijie sucks at car arcade when me and junho are only beginners! ;)

okay so anyway planned to crash fairprice outing last night.
travelled all the way from amk to vivo. then was told they changed the venue to marina barrage.
I super pissed! hadnt eaten anything the whole day except afew popcorns.
thought I could buy oreo Mcflurry by ezlink. couldnt. kc had to pay for mine.
then headed home. super waste time :(

ANYWAY IM COLLECTING MY IC TMR! YAY!

SAY HELLO TO ORKA!

2010-03-31T21:06:00.001+08:00

hellloooooo!

2010-03-31T20:51:00.003+08:00

have been really busy these few days!

5-19 March: WORK AT PP
20-23 March: Sports camp!
24-26 March: Cruise to Malacca
27 March: ACJC Open house, Billy's birthday party
28 March: Irina day and Clarke quay with kw+sw & friends
29 March: ORKA OUTING! :D
30 March: junho birthday movie day, crashed Fairprice outing (failed)
31 March: slacked at home and spammed Gossip Girl marathon (which is today)
1 April: collect IC, steven movie and dinner day
2 April: Sarah Daniel's birthday party/Randolph day
3-5 April: slack days
6-8 April: Induction programme camp at np
9 April: sports camp chalet
10 April: XMS homecoming, Sports camp SENTOSA

have uploaded many many photos of sports camp outing at vivo yesterday.
took me like 5 freaking hours cause my canon DSLR files were really gi-normous.
and I had to separate all the photos into 6 separate albums cause facebook only accept 200 photos in an album!
and with all the self-tagging on fb, my hotmail inbox jumped from 900 emails to 4050 emails.
increased by more than 4 times itself! and im still uploading the 4th album of the outing...
can you believe im using two laptops so that the uploading is faster? LIKE MAD ONLY!

CCA.

2010-03-24T16:05:00.001+08:00

Believe it or not, im choosing canoe polo or tchoukball for my cca.
I hate sweating and its a fact but canoepolo is in the waters!
other then I would get tanned and chaotah, I love the sport like really much!
it trains my arm and tummy. so no more flabs!! ;D

ORKA!

2010-03-24T15:44:00.004+08:00

YES IM BACK FROM NGEEANN"S SPORTS CAMP! this is like the best and most organised camp that I've ever been!
no waiting or stoning, occassionally nice food, definitely great people, best campfire with aircon, and the cheers are like motehrfuckingly addictive!! :D
met many friends which are bff material, and im like enjoying my decision to join the ngeeann's sports camp.
totally worth my last two days of work (talking about that, I havent receive my pay!!)
I tell you, im definitely going back to being a Gl next year. fun like mad.
okay i shant post any photos here, so you better check out my facebook!

now that im back from sports camp, I just had 13hours of sleep.
so refreshing! i tonned the last day of sports camp and became a walking zombie.
I cant believe I was nodding my head of the lecture room while they were watching the ssc videos lor! :(

I EVEN BECAME AN INDIAN IN SPORTS CAMP! TRUST ME!

I sacrificed red alert for all the water games, but my only regret was not going for the dragonboat! :(
super ultra sad. but its okaY! I got my revenge! HAHAHAHA
I stayed up the whole night using marker to draw on people's face arms legs EVERYWHERE!
some even tore the red bean bun apart and smeared red bean all over people's body parts.
toothpaste on face and underwear tearing LOL. i LOVE the SONS OF DESTRUCTIONS!!!

OKAY ENOUGH OF INSANE BLOGGING. I have to unpack my sports camp junk and clothes
and then repack for my malacca cruise trip with junho and family! ok bye!

Ps. after sports camp, my inbox bombed from 957 to 1563 messages LOL

11march

2010-03-14T00:12:00.003+08:00

my sister's birthday and I took leave for the whole day.
in the morning I went to Ngeeann to get my laptop. was a last minute decision.
my "old" laptop is perfectly fine! but my psycho mum told me to get a new one "just in case".
like freaking mad right! ok so I met shijie there and he bombed and tortured the poor np person with many questions without giving him a chance to explain what he had to say LOL
so I bought my Fujitsu white laptop thats only 1.8kg (IM USING IT NOW!!) yeah I know theres another 1.6kg but its in black! so uglyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
and black absorbs heat right? this is where physics and common sense comes in -.-

okay okay. got my laptop, went home and then out again to paramount hotel for my sister's birthday.
chatted alot and amused my family members with the different funny stories I was presented in work.
apparently we had many complaints against us, and quite afew people were just ridiculously fucking effed up and irritating that I cant even stand them!!
anyhoo my boss said I was "the most zai" among the rest and put me in charge of the Wii competition event! ;D
sadly, no extra pay......

anyway birthday photos would be up soon! tgt with SK_II photos! WOOHOO :D

Missed me right!

2010-03-14T00:06:00.000+08:00

heh its been days since I've been online! been working like mad every single day.
but I had a surprise today! R came by after his cheerleading practice.
we shared Ajisen Ramen during my 30min break. cause we had no cash with us LOL.
aww but that was cute anyhow (: he showed me his cheerleading uniform and he looked so..... erm shiny?
bright blue with silver stripes. planned to attend his cheerleading competition on 1April
but found out that it was a school event and I cant enter at all.
I know this cause I looked for R at TJC and the security is fucking tight.
they have warning signboards for tresspassers and camera-eye at the small entrance gate.

okay. my job is fun but tiring. we get paid to play wii.
and right now, im sick of staring at the LCD screen for my whole 10hours of work!
I've created my own wii character and have been training it for the past few days.
hehehe I can start playing fencing from level one, and 3hours later I'll level up to level 15!
this is a very big deal!! because we're having a competition every sunday!
and if I participate in this competition I can win a Nintendo Wii or a Nintendo DS!!!
one lucky 9 year old kid got away with it last sunday!!!!!

busy bumblebee.

2010-03-03T17:01:00.002+08:00

wait til I find the adaptor from my phone to my com, I'll post all the ridiculous pictures of what me and yuen did while working for Sk-II during our wasted time. HAH!
work seriously damn slack! we were stacking SK-II bottles on the conference table and taking video of us playing volleyball with a beachball in the conference room.
was told the next day that the people outside could hear what we were doing throughout the whole time LOL!

okay work is going to start on friday! meaning im goong busy for the next 2 weeks :(
I'll be working from 5-21march. from 10am-10pm every single day, even on weekends! double sad face :(
going for training on how to play wii tmr at parkway. hmm ITS OKAY!!
THINK ABOUT THE $1K IM GOING TO EARN AFTER WII EVENT IS DONE!!
$6/hour. im working 11hours per day meaning im earning $66 per day.
15days of work equals to exactly $990!!! plus the 3days of work at SK-II, I easily earn $1k in 3weeks!!! :D

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

BENTOforMOTO! ;D

2010-03-03T16:50:00.002+08:00

okay label me as the best girlfriend for the hour/day/week/year/forver whatever.
I've fufilled my promise to bring bento set all the way to bedok and wait in front of R's school to bring him tasty food.
eh, I had to wait for more than half an hour and feeding mosquitoes along the passageway okay! STUPID.
supposed to be lunch, but I felt lazy so I went over only in the night.
and this boy didnt wanna eat it elsewhere so brought it back to his house.
WASTE TIME AND EFFORT BRINGING IT ALL THE WAY TO BEDOK IN ALUMINIUM PACKAGE RIGHT!
tell me about it tsk!

well, R's enjoying his food anyway. food is plain and simple. plan to make sushi the next time.
bought 4 packs of eel and the special eel sauce. wait for awhile yeah. food's coming.

GREEN IS BACK FOR GOOD!

2010-03-03T16:45:00.003+08:00

YIPEE!!! after libray-ing with R last sunday, I went over to expo to meet my japan tour guide.
she brought green all the way from japan back to singapore! SHE FOUND IT IN TOKYO PRINCE HOTEL!!! :D
ZOMG I LOVE HER TTM!!!! we had a little chat and she's psycho-ing us to go onto another tour trip with her. HAHA.

aint it amazing how she found green even after 1week? meaning the japan hotel people didnt keep it fr themselves or throw it away!
I LOVE JAPAN!!!!!!!! WWWEEEEEEEHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!

and I received another piece of good news!!! :D im darn darn darn darn darn HAPPPIIEEEE!
its like my dream come true!!! 2010 IS GOING TO BE A FANTASTIC YEAR FOR MEEEEE!!!
been really lucky ever since the year started ;D

2 of my favourites.

2010-03-03T16:38:00.002+08:00

boyfriend and EACH A CUP!!! :D

places I found out by chance that has Each a cup : bedok intercahnge(near R's sch) and 313!!! (just opened!!!)
zomg!!! I no longer have to go ion basement just to buy each a cup! 313 also have. weehoo!! :DDD DARN HAPPY!

R's currently addicted to KOI.
went to amk library with R last sunday. he studied while I read magazines ad used my lappie.
we went to KOI and the queue is mad long. so EACH A CUP is still the best choice! :D

Town after TJC.

2010-03-03T16:29:00.005+08:00

I swear I did nothing to my lashes. hahahahhaha ya im insane but im proud of my lashes ;)

cancelling out the items on our list. hahaha seriously had so many things to buy!
we jumped from cineleisure to 313somerset to ion to tripleone somerset.

before that met sw kw and gang. sw wore his DrMartens boots. make me sibei jealous.
last year I went to orchard central in search of my DMS, but it made my feet hurt!
very uncomfortable! but after seeing sw wear, im determined to get my hands on one pair of DMS.
R disapprove, for he've seen my collection of shoes, but i dont care! it looks darn pretty :(

im gonna take a pic of my collection of shoes like I did with my collection of bags HAHHAHAHA.
may freak your out. but I need to dig up those boxes of shoes. if not I would never know I even own that pair of shoes!

P/s. my knuckles are freakingly large :(

Home fron TJC.

2010-03-03T16:28:00.001+08:00

STEAMBOAT+BBQ AT MY HOUSE!

2010-03-03T16:06:00.003+08:00

junho: yooooooooo
junho: later is steamboat or bbq!
cris: both!
junho: lol! wa i stick to steamboat better HAHA my pimples
cris: HAHAHAHHAAHA

Well, junho will be missing the best! cause I have been marinating the chicken and meat since yesterday!
so the bbq food would be darn delicious ttm!

yuenling luyi zhiting(+david) jasmine junho randolph coming over later!
shijie and esther cant make it, super depressed :( all these ppl mentioned are my best mates in sec school!
well anyway 5 of my sister's friends are coming and her bf also.
I hope I prepared enough food. plus I made agar agar for my guests!
strawberries aloevera natadecoco as toppings! ;D

gonna take out my DSLR once again and snap thousands of photos with my favourite people!

My fave.

2010-03-01T14:57:00.001+08:00

R&C! :D

2010-02-23T18:26:00.004+08:00

on bus 25 on the way to R house from bedok mrt. so cute ;D

this is the first photo of me not wearing specs ever since I came back from japan.
thats because I finally went to kovan to refill my contacts supply.
bought 10pairs of daily contacts cause I seriously cannot use once per 2weeks.
from my messy table, you should know im kinda lazy and whatever type of person.
SO! im freaking lazy to wash my contacts lens, and then of course I get my eye infections lor :(

AND NOW, my contacts degree is 200 and 225. last time 175 for both eyes!
damn it. I want to be free from contact lens! :(

IM HIRED!

2010-02-23T18:11:00.003+08:00

went to aljunied yesterday and im hired for 4 different jobs in one shot! HAHAHAHAHAHA
im working on wednesday and thursday for packaging of SKII products.
then i might be working at some Fashion Show this saturday.
im also working at Paragon next weekend for the SKII event.
and then im hired from 5-21March for the Wii promoting event at parkway ;D

MONEY COME ROLL IN TO MUMMY! :D:D:D
im proud to say I've only spent less than 10bucks since I've return from japan!

yuenling is working with me at the SKII packaging and wii event only.
junho didnt pass the job interview :( I feel damn bad.
cause I was the one that pulled him all the way to Aljunied for interview.... SORRY JUNHO :(

Heart-shape strawberries! ;D

2010-02-23T17:56:00.000+08:00

im dying at home. im like a retard slouching at home cause I dont want to go out.
im starting work tmr, so i should stay at home for today :D
the cheesecake is almost done! im sending some to TJC for R's lunch during the next few days!!!
should taste great. whoooopie!

the strawberries look darn fresh and huge! ahh, its like sending my heart to R. hehehehehehehehe

R day.

2010-02-23T17:48:00.001+08:00

fetched R from school yesterday right after my job interview.
went over to his house and stoned. he cooked maggie mee for me. BEST!
when I was in Japan, apart from missing R, I missed his maggie noodles most! ;D
you should try it, but R only cooks for meeeeeeee!

Randolph cheerleading?! >:/

2010-02-23T17:45:00.003+08:00

yeah, believe it or not. Randolph has taken up cheer leading as cca.
first thing that came to mind, "eeyer touch other girls butt and legs!"
OF ALL CCAS! BASKETBALL DRAGONBOAT RUGBY SOCCER ETC.
he chose cheerleading, and he's accepted :(

planned to find a photo of a cheer leader and photoshop R's face on top, but failed.
R is lucky today.

Wish me luck for my job interview!

2010-02-22T11:23:00.007+08:00

im signing out already!! preparing to leave house to meet junho.
WHOPPIE! havent seen them in like one and a half weeks! rmb to bring their souvenirs!

okay, byeeeeeeeeeee!

CUTE RIGHT!!!!

2010-02-22T11:15:00.003+08:00

I bought these potato stick keychains in japan. they are like freaking cute!! $8.40 per keychain!
the first time I stepped into the souvenir shop, this keychain caught my eye and I immediately bought 3.
then subsquently I've been seeing these potato stick keychains in other souvenir shops,
and they look absolutely atrracting. I cant help wanting to buy more of it!

when I came back from japan, i showed this picture to my brother and sister.
sister say: er... ok la. very cute meh? brother say: so lame.
zzz! they look so cute lor!! anyway I hung 2 potato sticks on R's phone already.
I want to hang one on my phone, but stupid LG crystal has no place for hanging of keychains!!!!

HOW? :( HANG WHERE?

my uniqlo bag already have the LV toy bear keychain (BOUGHT FORM JAPAN ALSO! :D)
my mango wallet has no zip for hanging also.

I KNOW!!! MAKE AS EARRINGS!!! HHAAHAHAHAHHA GENIOUS.

hmm...

2010-02-22T11:09:00.002+08:00

im planning to meet R at his school after my job interview. SHOULD I?
I was actually feeling really sian that the job interview is like freaking far.
serangoon to aljunied equals to purple line go until outram park back to Aljunied.
why the hell stupid circle line still havent build finish! we are like travelling in one big circle now :(

but then, aljunied is like only 4 stops from bedok. and I start to brighten up.
hehe this means that I can go find R after my job interview!
my interview is at 3. His school ends at 4! I wanna pick him up from school.
im his guardian angel! ;D

also, with his health condition, despite being 18 next year alr, he wont be able to take his driving license until 2 years later.
SO, imma going to pluck up the courage to get my driving license done asap by next year, and then I can pick R up in my cool car! hahhaha

im still pondering if that would ever happen. Im freaking scared of driving.
cause im clumsy and street noob... yada yada. ok.. next year then worry.

junho + yuenling!

2010-02-22T11:04:00.002+08:00

going out soon to meet these 2 people for our job interview at Aljunied later on!
we all have to dress smart and old! idk why, they only want old people to take on this job.
old people as in 17-25? you think yuenling will get this job? LOLOLOL
haha I hope we 3 can get in. cause junho can make the day's work seem shorter with his antics.
and also, junho will be taking the same mrt and bus with me since we live near each other.

since they are only requiting 8people only, please let all 3 of us get in!!!
requirement: must be sporty. because its a sporty event.

OKAY! I must pretend to look sporty! I know I hate sweating.
but theres air conditioner right? YES YES! so I dont care. I want this job badly.
with my other 2 best friend, of course!!

currently R's favourite toy.

2010-02-22T11:01:00.003+08:00

made a replacement of Green, just for the moment, until the news of Green is found then we'll have 2 new babies then.
R's been hugging this bear alot. give me no chance to play with it at all -.-
while I was watching him study, he didnt even want to let go of it when he was doing his math!

this toy cost a bomb when you convert jap$ into spore$.
he better not drool on it! >:/

P/s I already did.

Extreme poker cards

2010-02-22T10:57:00.002+08:00

HAHAHHAHA SHOCKED? :D

largest deck - bought in japan's souvenir shop
average deck - bought in spore's 7-11 shop
smallest deck - bought in spore's science centre with R

if you're sick with the average deck, use the small ones!
jianhao suggest that they should use the small deck to gamble in class so percentage being caught by teachers would be mild. heh.
and if you're old, and your eyes cant see properly, use the large deck!
extremely cool.

played Stress with R using the largest deck. he really very stress ah. hahahahaaha

souvenirs for R and friends

2010-02-22T10:54:00.003+08:00

two days after I gave R all the food souvenris from japan, everything was almost cleared ._.
anyway, the next day after my return from japan, I hit the gym with R.
did 100 sit ups, 20min of running treadmill and 15min of rowing.
his brother said I gained weight after the japan trip!!! eeek.
must be all the buffets in japan! :(

My new laptop wallpaper.

2010-02-22T10:46:00.003+08:00

This is like the cutest thing on earth. who the hell looks cute in their school uniforms!!
haha R plans to get me a set of TJC's female uniform. he wants me to sneak into his school to accompany him while he study in the school library.
well, im kinda scared to get caught for not being a student there.
cause I know the discipline there is like freaking uber strict.

once, R was rushing to meet me, he ran across the field which was artificial grass -.-
and was caught by the discipline master. the DM asked if he was in a rush.
R, of course replied yes. and despite knowing, the effing DM made him run 2.4km around the field before letting him off to meet me.

I WANNA SLAP THAT DM!!! TORTURE MY R! smack him man.

ohyeah, the reason R wants me to sneak into school is also because he wants me to deliver lunch for him.
he keeps complaining about how expensive the food the canteen is selling over there!
irritating. I should just stuff food inside his mouth to shut him up, cheap food ;D

SHOPPING W/ R!

2010-02-22T10:41:00.004+08:00

okay so here's the deal. my boyfriend wants to get 4 things.
a bagpack, a watch, a pair of shoes and a hairband.
and im excited because....? BECAUSE ALL 4 items are directly related to me! :D

he wants to get the same uniqlo bagpack which im diligently using currently.
he wants to get the cool watch that I have, while also my 406classmates love playing with it.
he wants to get these pair of vans blue shoes which I have been consistently persuading him to get.
(well, it matches the everlast shoes that im wearing! COUPLE LOOKS!)
and also he wants to have my hairband to wear in school.....

the last one.. im not too sure about it. but im gettng him a hairband,.....
only because I think it would improve his pimples on the forehead -_____-

so, im 100% sure that im getting all these stuff in his list, alone.
well, because R is too busy. and yeah, im too free.
i dont mind helping him get these stuffs. but the shoes, he gotta get them tgt with me.
cause I cant give him shoes! I dont want to send him away! :(

but can you imgaine the couple look we're gonna have? couple bag, couple shoes, couple watch.
WEEEHOOOOO! :D

R day, yet again!

2010-02-22T10:19:00.002+08:00

It has been R day for me for consecutively 4days. I LOVE IT :D
but all these while, it has been me going over to his house.
I think he hasnt been to my house for at least half month...
yeah i know, he's busy with JC and all. but sometimes I hate travelling
and I hate troubling the people around to fetch me here and there.
If I had a driving license, I would drive myself there, of course......

anyway went over to R place yesterday (sunday) to... (shit I cant rmb)
ohyeah! rmb-ed. I went there to watch my korean drama that his mum recorded for me when I was away in japan.
I chiong-ed my LiDongZhe for like almost 5hours straight. damn shiok! ;D
I caught "hi my sweetheart" on my laptop, while R continue studying his JC stuff.
then I left around 11pm.

abit sian now.

So romantic!!

2010-02-20T16:17:00.003+08:00

during my japan tour, a guy propsed to his girlfriend on Valentine's day. and his name is called Valen.
he also kena the 中级密码 like the old ah gong. then he was made to repeat the procedure of how he propsed.
then he was dragging and dreading everyone's gaze. took about 10mintues for him to start.
he knelt on the tour bus floor in front of his girlfriend.
he took a deep breath and said "DEAR DEAR!" he was practically almost shouting lor.
then another guy was like "wah propose until so fierce" haha damn funny.

then Valen continued. he said "在这个雪白的地，我用最纯洁的心，要跟你说我爱你。嫁给我好吗？"
so cute right!!!! I told R: come on randolph. lets go on a holiday!
propse to me like that also. hahahahahah"
and he said "no need la. I already plan how to propose to you already. but is secret hehe"

awww.....!

JAPAN. TOUR.

2010-02-20T16:11:00.002+08:00

im like the youngest one in the whole tour AGAIN.
this sucks. no teenagers at all. everyone was above twenty.
and so, everyone calls me meimei or xiaomei.

the oldeset one there is a lao ah gong. 80years old leh! still can survive the winter.
damn pro lor. he also kena forfeit by the 中级密码 and he so steady. he started singing some old ancient cheena song. HAHAHA

WHY?!??!

2010-02-20T16:07:00.002+08:00

okay, my mum just joined facebook. I cant belive she plays fishville and Zynga Poker!
I DONT EVEN PLAY THESE GAMES!!!!! ;O im like super stunned now. I just accepted her as friend.
Now I feel like deleting her away.... :X

ok, this is sooooo weirdddddd.

JAPAN. SCENARY&STUFFS.

2010-02-20T16:00:00.000+08:00

stupid snow -.-

this reminds me of randolph. RUDOLF ThE RED NOSE REINDEER!!

Thanks to yuenling's waterproof long pants, I survived the -40degrees of Hokkaido.

Hot spring uniform. I look tall right. HOHO

Thats the sulphur mountain btw. stinks ttm.

See a bread flying? someone feeding the swans!!

This isnt the lowest degree I've survived lor.

Im sitting down HOR. not because I've short legs OKAY!

This is a japan jail. an actual jail. cant believe I spent CNY in a jail zzz

SNOWBALLS!!

Ever seen someone eat icecream in the winter. DAMN SHIOK.

Its the hotel I lost green :( STUPID.

This is an angel fish! its translucent!! ;D

Mona Lisa's my new bbf.

I was in a tv programme!! nah.

That pink heart is for my BOYFRIEND. hehehe

okay theres still more, wait for it. I have a total of 1116 photos taken.
but i've only uploaded around 80photos into photobucket. rest assured ;)

if you didnt notice that there were captions for some photos......., RESTART! :D

JAPAN. FIREWORKS

2010-02-20T15:57:00.002+08:00

DAMN PRETTY RIGHT!! its so rare that you can get so close to the fireworks.
there was no need for zooming in lor. it was a 10minute fireworks.
compared to singapore, singapore's one lousy and budget.
somemore everywhere so squeezy. tsk tsk.

Last moments with GREEN :(

2010-02-20T15:50:00.004+08:00

Im sorry I lost green, baby :( feel so awful.
I cant believe I left him in the hotel, although I somehow feared I would commit such actions even before leaving for japan.
I lost our Love Token. I hope my tour guide will manage to get him back.
If so, I would be meeting my tour guide on the 25Feb at expo. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE :(

LOVE LETTERS TO R, from japan.

2010-02-20T15:41:00.001+08:00

I wrote love letters to R every single night before I went to sleep. so cute right. hehe
this boy even cuter. he told me he would send me flying kisses very often while im gone.
then theres this once, he started kissing the air and his TJC classmate caught him in action and asked him what he was trying to do. HAHAHHA DAMN ALAF.
awwww but its these cute actions that attracts me. R is simply irresistable ;D

JAPAN. TOILET.

2010-02-20T15:36:00.002+08:00

ZOMG, YOU SO HAVE TO TRY THEIR TOILETS!!
they have this butt spraying thing. and to be frank, it aims directly at your butt hole LOL
for those who shit so very often, this thing clears the shit from your ass HAHAHA

Randolph, GO JAPAN. You'll need it ;D

JAPAN HOKKAIDO. FOOD.

2010-02-20T15:08:00.004+08:00

okay, from this post onwards, I shall start uploading photos into this blog.
let me categorise all the different type of photos.

OKAY THATS ALL FOR FOOD. this post is for jasmine.
cause I like to tempt her with all the delicious food that im savouring ;D

REUNION DINNER.

2010-02-20T15:01:00.004+08:00

can you even recognise which one is me?
many said that my sister and I look like twins. alaf.
you can just differentiate us with our hair. she has thick bushy fox hair.
mine like few strands only. pull my hair, automatic drop those kind zzz

dead tired after playing monopoly/bowling & idk what else with my niece.
eh but her monopoly damn cool leh! the whole thing all pink.
last itme my monopoly so cheapskate one.
I have PowerPuffGirls and Lord Of the Rings monopoly game.
so disgusting ._.

anyway I played Stress with Randolph and Jianhao today.
I owned their ass!! after the whole game, their hands like so aggitated damn funny!
THIS IS SO FUN :D

IM BACK PEOPLE!!!!

2010-02-19T13:52:00.003+08:00

hehe photos are still in the camera. i dont know how to transfer into my com.
my com just cant sense the card!!! :(

anyway japan was great! apart from the weather everything there was fantastic hehe
do you know the lowest temperature in japan was -40 degrees?!?!?!??!?!?!?!
we brought a wet towel, just one swing of the towel, the next moment the towel became frozen like ice.
I had to wear 3 thermal wear and 2 think winter jackets over and over again.
since all the clothes were tight fit, im currently suffering from rashes all over my body.
THIS SUCKS TTM! :(

in japan, my first text to R was to ask him to help me record my kroean drama showing in singapore LOLOL.
then for the next consecutive days, we continued texting each other.
so my phone bill is most likely gonna explode. cause one msg cost 70cents.
and I conitnued sending 7 page messages to R at one go, thinking it would be cheaper -.-

and I lost green in japan. somehow expected and super guilty/upset/angry/bth with myself.
I cuddled green in the hotel room bed, and the next morning's schedule was so rush that I forgot to pack him into my luggage :(
I already asked my tour guide to go back to the same hotel to help me get him back.
but it depends whether someone else took it, or its lost forever :(

IM VERY VERY SAD.

Goodbye all.

2010-02-12T02:03:00.002+08:00

im waking up in 3hours time at 5am to go to the airport later.
so I have afew hours to nap now! my downloading of videos to ipod failed. damn pissed.
okay get over it already. so since I will be gone for awhile,
I wanna wish every one of you HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

and to my dear randolph baby, HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!
I love you very very much. As much as I want to spent my valentine's with you,
I am in japan suffering in the froze winter bites now :(
although I cant be by your side, I will be sending you flying kisses from japan all the way to singapore frequently. HAHAHHAHA.
I hope to find a wonderful valentine present for you in japan.
you know, I will be thinking of you day and night.
and I hope that you'll pop into my dreams every single night while im in japan.
I love you nehnehchickenpokfatbackside! BIG HUGS! MUACKS!

:(

2010-02-12T01:05:00.003+08:00

this is frustrating, infuriating and pissing me off!!!!
Im like trying to download the "hi my sweetheart" videos into my ipod so that I can watch during my japan trip.
but after 3hours of downloading I only downloaded 2 videos!!
mind you, 2 videos meaning episode 4 part 1 and 2 only!!!
not even the full whole bloody fucking episodes!!!

3hours and I only downloaded 2 videos which lasts only 20fucking minutes!!
I could have watched like 18 parts, which equals to 4 and a half episodes!!!!
Im so pissed off. thankyou yuenling zahran and junho for even trying to help me download the files.

to those who dont even want to help, fuck you man. seriously.

LOL

2010-02-12T00:22:00.003+08:00

HAHA SO CUTE! R went home and slept on the sofa downstairs and his mum thought he wasnt home yet and called me. that R so naughty! never tell mother he come home already, make his mum wait until 12plus. hahaha but i still think very funny! His mum apologised for waking me up from sleep, but I wasnt asleep yet. I was getting in touch with my msn contacts like luyi zahran and junho to help yuenling send videos into my ipod. complicating I know, I also download until very pekcek.

.

2010-02-12T00:01:00.000+08:00

went out with yuenling today! brought her round ngeeann.
guess what. her child psychology block is just beside my block.
like only 3minute walk can find each other already. hahahaha
brought her to my favourite place. LIBRAY. cause inside the library have EACH A CUP ;D

bought my each a cup as usual, then brought her to MAKAN PLACE.
eat our japanese food and we saw Paul Twohill singing song outside the canteen.
went back to amk hub for mos burger thencaught PERCY JACKSON AND THE LGIHTNING THEIF.
its not a childish movie lor! and I think the movie damn funny!

after that, PEPPER LUNCHED and I headed home cause R was already waiting for me at home!
he bought dinner for me, SO CUTE RIGHT.
but he was having a little fever and flu. so he slept on my shoulder while I watched tv with my mum.
sent him home after that. so sad. he so tired yet came all the way just to look for me before I leave for japan D;

gave him a damp towel for his forehead and massaged his temples. hope he gets better.
Hmm... I miss him already.

so very disappointing.

2010-02-11T02:21:00.002+08:00

both me and R forgot about our 9month anniversary which was last saturday...
do you rmb the planner I made for R during november? he is using it.
and I've written big big 9month on his planner, but he forgot! :(
I was working 11-8pm, damn shag, I also forgot.

but at elast I realised it today. R didnt even mention it at all.
so angry. got planner as reminder some more! so disappointing.
I've got nothing more to say.

HAHA DAMN FUNNY!

2010-02-11T02:12:00.000+08:00

http://en.tackfilm.se/?id=1265822911691RA66

kokwee is our swedish hero.

BACK TO SCHOOL (JC)

2010-02-11T01:53:00.001+08:00

made this out of nowhere, like just 30mins before I went out to R place to meet him.
haha im going to make many more cards for him! give him a collection of cards to refer to when we become old. LOLLOLOL

Looking cute in his TJ uniform ;D

2010-02-11T01:39:00.002+08:00

thats why I say, you havent seen the cutest side of him yet.
so adorable! so cute! so cheek-pinching! so MINE! :D

Holding his hand gives me warmth.

2010-02-11T01:23:00.004+08:00

I bet many of you havent seen this side of R. not even his close friends or family members.
He is really just cute ttm. every action of his makes me laugh even when I dont want to.
If I were to meet him as a friend first, rather than a lover, I bet the difference would shock the hell out of me.

he cabbed all the way home from TJC just so he could meet me earlier and spend more time with me.
ever since we've been a couple, I have changed drastically.

After knowing R:
I start eating fruits, even kiwi!
I start hitting the gym despite hating to sweat.
I eat buffets very regularly and frequently which makes me fat!
I gained afew kilos, while im supposed to be dieting.
I bring my camera along with me everywhere just to camwhore with him.
I start to bring the nike bottle he bought for me even to town cause he says drinking water is healthy.
I look forward to every single day, and is hopeful to our future.
I changed my view of separate to diff schools = confirm cannot last.
I stay up late just to blog so he gets to read my posts on his way to school.

R says: I WANT HUG.

2010-02-11T01:18:00.002+08:00

I love hugging him. although most of the time he is sweaty and sticky, I STILL LOVE HUGGING HIM.

today's R DAY!! ;D

2010-02-11T00:55:00.004+08:00

SEE! R loves his rabbit toy!! not because junho chose pink for him, but because its a gift from meeee! HAHAHA
aww look at him, so cute right!! GREEN+PINK+ORANGE = HAPPY FAMILY!

VALENTINES DAY 2010.

2010-02-10T11:00:00.000+08:00

that is the orange toy im talking about. I call it orange stranger.
dont ask me why it had this name. it just happens so. my mum bought it for me 2years ago for my birthday.
I remember wanting it badly, and it was almsot sold out everywhere.
my mum had to specially order and reserve it at idk which place.
then went there personally to claim it. haha when i returned home, I saw it sitting on the sofa waiting for me.
ahhh, so memorable!

so anyway, I bought the Pink one for R. Junho chose it!! he say pink is the cutest of all. LOL
he claims that since the toy is supposed to represent me, then pink would be most suitable.
I got this for him cause I know we wont be able to meet up often since we are in different schools.
but at least he have something to hug when he's lonely or whatever right?
say that im a good girlfriend. HAHA.

knowing that I cant bring orange to japan with me, R plans to return green to me so I can bring it along.
green is the smaller version of Pink and Orange. hahaahaha.
so next time we have a happy family ^^

PS: R's not supposed to read this post yet.

jialat

2010-02-10T01:41:00.001+08:00

my blogging language is seriously made up of strings of broken english.

shopping in town=swipe bank card.

2010-02-10T01:32:00.003+08:00

bought a bagpack from uniqlo. people dont understand how I can buy bags when I have tons of them at home.
But im those kind, see nice already, straight buy. If dont buy will regret.
although got many bags already, still die die must buy. at least got more choices when go out ^^

singwen and kokwee also say nice ;D yuenling abit sad and angry.
cause she went shopping with luyi and jasmine the other day and she got psycho-ed to buy this bag from far east.
she regretted buying it the minute she returned home. hahaah damn funny.
now she very jealous of my bagpack. im going to carry it in front of her faceeeeee ;D

the bagpack might look normal. but its the colour that I love!
not going to post pictures of it, cause im hoping no one is going to have the same bagpack as me. teeheehee.
sorry la. people want act unique, so dont come same same with me hor.

bought a pink shorts from cotton on. love it ttm. saw it. took it. love it. bought it.
last step: wear it.
WEEHOO!

Worlds biggest things

2010-02-10T01:23:00.003+08:00

Junho showed me this. walao damn gross. I suddenly feel satisfied with my height.
if i grow as tall as the china woman in red, I would kill myself man.
so tall, only bang head against ceiling, mrt door, signboards etc.
like retarded giant like that -_____-

back from town.

2010-02-10T01:12:00.003+08:00

yuenling made many new friends today. im happy also.
cause I met up with my four bffs: singwen, kokwee, yuen and junho today. heehee.
whenever im with yuen, the real true self of me appears. like seriousy high and crazy.
start going on an eating spree just because mouth itchy. spoilt my diet plan :(

oh, if you happen to think why im dieting, its all because of R.
for the past few months, we've been going on buffets like free.
and he always forces me to eat the amount of food that we pay per entry.
and ever since I met him, my appetite has been growing.
like full already still can continue eating! DAMN SCARY.
then one fine day R looked at my tummy from side view and said "its high time you go on a diet"
this sentence made me skip breakfast, and having lunch as late as 3pm. I want to starve.

so backtracking to today's date with friends, I kept suggesting eating this and that.
so as usual, had my champagne grape Each a Cup. the pearls was disgustingly gross.
pearls changed from black to yellow fungus colour! I threw my whole cup away.
one friend spit the pearl on the floor in ion -.-

kept complaining that the stupid pearls gave me stomach poisoning.
felt queasy the whole time. reach home only to find out, I was having stomach cramps.
my period coming... stupid. I dont want period during Japn trip!!!!!

PS: I got back my stuff. Junho got back his keys. whoohoo finally! hug hug.

irritating

2010-02-10T01:10:00.002+08:00

my fucking left eye is infected. stupid contact lens.
skip one day never wash only, then give me one whole day of red eye.
should try switching back to daily contacts. troublesome.

aiya should just do lasic or whatever.

MALACCA CRUISE.

2010-02-10T00:45:00.000+08:00

I have everything planned.

20-23 March: NgeeAnn Sports Camp
24-26 March: Malacca Cruise
27 March: ACJC home coming with R. visit scholar friend.

ok. so me, mum, sis, sis bf and junho is going for the Malacca cruise.
I know its a weird combination. but R cant go because of his JC! :(
the rest of my friends' parents dont allow. so junho is coming along.

Dont worry junho! because you'll be having alot of fun ;D
we bought the most expensive suite. we are staying on the highest deck, with a balcony view.
then we have red carpets along the corridors and within our rooms.
plus, the cruise has 4-5 restaurants which means we're having free flow buffet!!
we will be enjoying the suana, swimming pool and casino.
then after reaching KL, shopping start!
Lastly, being VIP guests, we are given extra $100 dining credits and have priority for checking in and leaving.

COOL OR WHAT!!! Junho happy liao. haha this type of luxury confirm easy fat ;D

JAPAN HOKKAIDO.

2010-02-09T13:56:00.003+08:00

yep, im heading there in a few days time. early morning flight.
tempertaure there, 0 to -20 degrees! im like going there just to freeze.
packed my luggage yesterday. put in 5 jackets and coats, and my luggage is already 3/4 full.
sian ah. the winter coat so fat and bulky. I feel like bringing my orange bunny to japan with me.
it reminds me of R. but luggage no space already! :(

anotehr sad thing. R wont be able to send me off. he's still having school.
And I dont want him to send me off either. my dad would be there, and there'll be awkward moments.

I hope the tour group would be fun. I dont want all old people in my tour group.
the last time I went taiwan, my tour group consist of indians. IM NOT RACIST. hear me out first.
they dont understand chinese, but they speak and know Hokkien.
im like super stunned. so thoughout the whole taiwan trip, the tour guides will speak in Hokkien.
me and my sister seh. we dont understand Hokkien at all.
during the whole trip, I just slept my way through. I dont understand a single thing they say anyway! zzz. stupid.

wadtheshit.

2010-02-09T13:31:00.003+08:00

as you all know, I had a B3 for English. so my mum wants me to take up english tuition.
coincidentally, R's taking up english tuition at Thomson Plaza.
This english tuition is called Learning Point.

okay, so we're supposed to take an entrance exam.
and then we'll be posted to different classes according to our standard of english.
R told me the entrance exam would be like comprehension summary type of thing.
so after gym, i brought my pencil case with me and went for my entrance exam.

once I sat down, I saw a piece of paper, with a Expository question staring at me.
I asked "this is my exam paper?" and so, Im given 1hour to complete my essay.
im stunned and shocked. why? cause im not prepared! and I've never do this type of essay before!
in exams and olevels, I immediately strike off all the expository question type of essay.
I am the kind of person who bangs on story-writing!

I felt damn sian. I dont even know the format of writing those kind of essay.
So i wrote 2 paragraphs, cancel off, rewrite. copy back the two paragraphs, add on a few sentence.
peeked at R who was sitting in another room taking his exam. then I couldnt take it.
I gave up. I went to the toilet to shit.
after shitting, I went back to continue on my essay. Nothing comes to brain.
hand in my essay and left exam room.

so afew weeks later, I received a call to say I failed the exam and wasnt allowed to join the tuition centre.
the person was like, "your writing skills have not reached the expected level. you need to brush up on your language. we dont understand what you're trying to convey in your essay. blah blah blah...."
WTF?!?!??!! I enrol for tuition is to improve on my english right!
Like what the shit is this? got money earn also dont want!

even if my standard doesnt reach JC level, it doesnt even matter!
cause im not going JC nor am I taking Alevels!! I just want to improve and Im not given a chance!

R couldnt enter too. this tuition centre is seriously effing screwed up.

Taylor swift

2010-02-09T13:16:00.002+08:00

after watching her Grammy's performance, everyone has the same sentiments.
TAYLOR SWIFT CANT SING LIVE! she was totally off key.
Yet, she won Album of the Year.

PINK- Grammy's 2010

2010-02-09T13:07:00.003+08:00

MY FAVOURITE PERFORMANCE!! I was expecting her to like fall or stumble a little when leaving for backstage.
BUT SHE DIDNT!! walao imba! ;D