where were the days when we told each other
almost every single thing.
we were once so close. Meeting up every morning at 6+am just having casual conversations before school starts, you coming over to my parents' office to study, you coming over to my house for dinner, us smsing almost every single hour, us occasionally meeting after mavis tuition for korean cruisine, me scribbling on your textbook, us at the back alley eating ice cream, us smearing ice cream over each other's face, you wearing a skirt just for my birthday to make me laugh, us watching the latest movies in theatres, you joining my family for overseas trips at New Zealand, us at Germany, you not shaving your moustache for almost 1 month just because I dared you to, us transforming to Geek style for the whole year just for fun, you comforting me when Hans unfortunately left us, me poning school for us to go shopping, us attempting to study at kovan Macs, us counting down to a new year in town, us walking down the streets at 3am to the roti prata store, you piggybacking me and dropping me onto the road, us exchanging slippers with you almost spoiling mine with your ginormous feet.
these are such wonderful memories to keep. But why does it have to stop here. our friendship is lost throught the passage of time when you suddenly attached yourself to a girlfriend whom you stick to 24/7. I, as your friend, wasnt notified thatyou had one. thats ok. you were with your gf and you see me in school, no greetings were made. thats fine. you sat in during your gf class which I was in too, for 2 whole hours and you did not acknowledge me when im just sitting right in front of you. thats not fine nor is it ok!!
mutual friends told me that they felt the same way. what has happened. have you devoted all your time to a single female, and rejected all your other friends? apparently you have done so. soon, you shall see, you will have no close friends around you. when you want them to be by your side, they have other matters to do, they reject you like how you did to them numerous times. How would you feel? would you feel remorseful? would you be in agony? I dont know. And I hope that day would never come. I just wish for you to return to who you were, that approachable and reachable friend that I could always rely on.
For now, I must say, this isnt working for me.
CRISCROSS